Poem published in Anti Heroin Chic literary journal, August 2020.  Photo by Ante Hamersmit on Unsplash


WHO I’VE ALWAYS BEEN

 

I am who I have always been

Little girl dancing in the wind

Carried away by singing words

When no one else is watching.

 

I am who I have always been

Little girl loving everyone

Devoted to those held close to heart

Where just a few are watching.

 

I am who I have always been

Little girl lost in every crowd

Frightened by all the voices loud

Too many people watching.

 

I am who I have always been

Little girl writing in her room

Escaping to quiet solitude

Where my eyes can be watching.

 

The one who I would like to be

Still out there, still eluding me

Little girl serving joyously

No care for who is watching.

 

I am who I have always been

Little girl searching for the truth

Grounded by faith in He who’s good

And in the One Who’s watching.